Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Post-PST Update: The cake was not a lie...

Greetings and salutations once again! Also, Merry (belated) Christmas and Happy (belated) Holidays!

It’s been a long however-long-it’s-been since my mid-PST update, and quite a bit’s gone on since then. This’ll probably be a long-ish post, so let’s get to it.

First off: I’m officially (finally) a capital-V Volunteer. Huzzah! I’m now at my site in lovely Mkululu, a village located in the Masasi district of sunny (read: blistering hot) Mtwara region. More on that later, though; first: the end of PST (pre-service training, for those who aren’t keeping a list of Peace Corps acronyms). I can’t count the number of times I thought I was going to go crazy (or the number of times I may have actually gone crazy), but it’s finally, finally, finally over! Huzzah again! Here’s the play-by-play…

The classroom at MATI, our training site.
From an academic perspective, the last month of PST went pretty smooth. The training agenda shifted its emphasis from language to technical training after site visits, so we (Health trainees) spent a lot of time learning about various health-related issues that Peace Corps is trying to focus on in Tanzania (namely HIV/AIDS and malaria prevention, maternal and child health, food security and water sanitation). We also visited a local clinic to observe how they function and learn about the challenges they face, and we took part in a World AIDS Day festival to help raise awareness about HIV/AIDS prevention.

The last week in Muheza consisted of finals. We had a written LPI, an oral LPI and a technical exam and I somehow exceeded my expectations for all of them. Granted, at the end of the day our understanding of Swahili is still pretty basic (we’re responsible for growing our vocabulary further after getting to site), but the results were encouraging all the same.

Following finals week, we spent a couple days saying goodbye to our CBTs, our LCFs (language trainers) and finally our homestay families and villages. My CBT threw a (somewhat) surprise party for Asia, our LCF, and that went well. The following day, Kilulu threw a going away party for us and my homestay family gave me an awesome custom-made Tanzanian shirt. We said goodbye to our families the next morning (my Baba choked up, so I choked up) and then headed back to Dar.

My homestay family's house. I hit my head a lot on that porch...
We spent most of our time in Dar at Msimbazi Centre, the compound where we spent Week 0. We sat through some sessions at Peace Corps Headquarters, tying up loose ends and receiving final details about living allowances and such, and we met our site supervisors. We also had some free time to visit a huge, western-style (i.e., expensive) superstore the day before swearing in. It reminded me quite a bit of Walmart (because, it turns out, it’s affiliated with Walmart).

We swore in on the twelfth. The ceremony took place indoors at the U.S. Embassy, which was nice because the alternative was spending an hour sitting in the Tanzanian heat in a blazer (summer is just getting started here). A couple of trainees from our class delivered an excellent speech they’d put together in English and Swahili, then our class did a Swahili-themed rendition of “Time Warp” for the U.S. Ambassador to Tanzania and the Guest of Honor (a Tanzanian official with a particularly long title that I can’t remember). EB (our country director) spoke (and recited my favorite poem, “The Road Not Taken” by Robert Frost), as did the ambassador (he has a tremendous presence about him), we were sworn in and took pictures. Then, at long last, we got to the most important part: cake! Real cake! I was there; it was real! We ate cake!

After cake(!), we mingled for a while outside before heading back to Peace Corps Headquarters for a final briefing on the logistics of installation. Then we headed back to Msimbazi to finish packing for the next morning. Once that was taken care of, we went to dinner and then spent the remainder of our time hanging out for the last time as a class. Ever. (Actually, just the last time until IST in three months; three months apart just seems like forever when you’ve spent almost every day together for ten weeks.)

Swearing in. I'm glaring because I thought the Ambassador ate all the cake.
The next morning we woke up early (even by Tanzanian standards) to get to Dar’s main standi (bus stand). Dar’s main standi is insane – hundreds of buses packed together in ridiculous proximity, all scheduled to depart at the same time (6:00am). We got to the standi and, after a twenty minute search, found our bus and boarded. There was no room for most of our stuff, so Peace Corps arranged for it to be placed on another bus the following day, meaning we would be spending the entire next day in our banking town (Masasi). (This ended up being convenient, as it gave us some extra time to buy the bare necessities to survive the first week or so at site.) 6:00am arrived and, like clockwork, all the buses rolled out right on time.

The bus ride down was primarily uneventful. Because of the space limitation, I spent the first couple hours with my 30 lb. (read: stupid heavy) backpack on my lap. Most of the road to Mtwara is paved, but that doesn’t count for much because they’re constantly doing (never finishing, just doing) construction. The rainy season’s started, and we spent a two hour stretch trying to maneuver through standing water and mud. But I was seated next to my supervisor, Wallace, so we spent some extra time getting to know each other – definitely excited to work with him.

Three other Volunteers from my class are also in Mtwara: Amanda, Dierdre and Stephanie (Stevie). Dierdre’s banking town is Newala, and for some reason still unknown to us, she had to ride down on a separate bus by herself. The rest of us met my site mate, Stephanie, in Masasi and got rooms at our favorite guestie (it has electricity!). Then we grabbed food and got settled. The following day was spent walking around Masasi to pick up the basics (a mattress, a kerosene jiko, enough purified water to last until we made bucket filters, cups and bowls, simple foods, etc…). Our stuff came in that night, and we went in after dinner.

The following day, Amanda went up to her site with Stephanie and Wallace while Stevie and I went to the bank to exchange American currency into Tanzanian Shillings (tsh or /=). When they got back, Stevie and I packed our stuff into the truck and headed to our own sites (we take the same route; Stevie’s site is about 45 minutes from town, mine’s an hour and a half). We dropped Stevie off to a dancing group of women, said our goodbyes, and then headed off to my site.

My arrival was a little quieter. No dancing women, thank goodness – not sure my nerves would’ve handled that well – I was simply met by some of the village leaders on my porch. We pulled my stuff out of the truck, moved it inside, said our goodbyes and the truck, Wallace and Stephanie left.

So just like that, the real deal began. I introduced myself to the group, which included my VEO (Village Executive Officer), the village Mwenyekiti (Chairman), the Duwani (sp?; employed by the district to counsel the ward), a number of the village councilmen and women and the English-speaking doctor who runs the local dispensary where I’ll do a lot of my early work. These are the people I’ll have to develop strong relationships with if I want to get anything done, so it was good to meet them (or re-meet them) right off the bat.

After initial greetings, a couple fundis (skilled workmen; carpenters in this context) then went to work putting my mattress in the bedframe (borrowed from my VEO). Then we spent a few hours sitting on my porch “talking” (I’m giving myself too much credit) before I was allowed inside to cook my first-ever meal at site before going to bed (Okay, I cheated: it was Chef Boyardee, cookies and hot chocolate).

My house is bigger than anticipated; right now that only serves to remind me that I’m alone most of the time. I have a large entry room that’ll serve as my living room, as well as a sizeable bedroom. I also have two smaller rooms; one will serve as my jiko (kitchen) and the other will either be a small guest room, storage or a work room. I also have a nice-sized choo, so it’s back to showering indoors for me (but no worries, I still get a great view of the stars).

My house is completely unfurnished thus far, so I’ve ordered a bedframe, a couch, a desk, a few tables, a chair, a couple benches and three stools (which will probably serve as small tables). I think I got a good price, but Peace Corps is working on a budget and only allots so much for moving in, so I may end up dipping into my American account. I’ve got plenty of time to figure it all out.

My house is actually in the middle of the street.
The primary goal of the first three months at site is integration. It sounds simple: just go to your village, settle your housing affairs, meet and interact with the villagers and become accepted as a member of the community. Essentially, our goal is to just wake up in the morning, not be invisible all day, and then go to bed. The challenge is finding enough time for yourself that you don’t go crazy, but also making time to get to know the village. The villagers are as friendly as can be, but the social culture here in Tanzania dictates that you’re going to have visitors even when you don’t want them; it’s tough to find that balance.

The culture here is far more social than in America. The distractions that are available to us in the U.S. (TV, movies, videogames, reliable internet and phone service) don’t exist in rural Tanzania. Here, the entertainment is, for the most part, sitting in a group and talking. Sometimes it’s in the shade under a tree, sometimes it’s on someone’s porch, sometimes it’s in my living room (even though I have no furniture and have only a basic grasp of the language). That’s about it (although my village also has two hometown soccer teams that they’re ecstatic about; I’ve already bought jerseys for both).

In Tanzanian culture, spending too much time alone means you’re probably either sick or depressed (not necessarily untrue, in my experience; moving halfway across the world really puts you through the emotional ringer). Basically, I can count on someone knocking on my door if I spend more than an hour by myself. In their defense, it’s a well-intended gesture – like I said previously, Tanzanians are an incredibly friendly people – but it can be particularly stressful (and annoying) if you don’t feel like struggling through Swahili at that particular moment or if you happen to be cooking (as the polite gesture is to then offer food to your guest, and I’ve only been cooking for one thus far). You have to get out enough to make a presence, which usually means at least a few hours a day outside. Doesn’t sound that difficult until you try it, bringing me to the next major challenge…

Boredom. It’s everywhere. A day in Tanzania is not remotely close to a day in America; in terms of perception, it’s at least twice as long. I mentioned ‘distractions’ in America above; that term was carefully chosen. It’s difficult to occupy your mind here. Time is unbearably slow, and the day begins pretty early in Tanzania – the crack of dawn, really. My VEO typically knocks on my door at about 6:30am just to make sure I’m not dead, then I get up and begin boiling water for my shower. I take a shower, make and eat breakfast, then wash dishes. If I’m lucky (I’m usually not), that takes a whole hour. Then… well, that’s the problem. It’s up to me to make my schedule, and it’s too early to make one that encompasses the entire day just yet. It’s difficult to keep yourself busy at all, more so if you’re trying to do so in a way that’s conducive to integrating. Getting out can be stressful; sitting inside can get boring fast.

Charlotte and I admiring Treebeard, my favorite tree in Mkululu.
But sitting in my house can also do more harm than good (also, one can only swim in sweat so long), so I still try to get out as much as possible. So far, I’ve spent quite a bit of time at the dispensary trying to learn the ropes (including an impromptu lesson on how to perform a check-up on a pregnant woman); I’m trying to go for at least a couple hours each day it’s open. I’ve also been out to chai a couple times, made daily trips to the village soko (market), taken daily walks to different parts of the village to practice greetings and introduce myself, visited one of the local fundis to order furniture and sat in on a meeting of the village council. I also find myself sitting in one of the above-mentioned social circles a few times a week, although it’s typically them talking about me rather than to me – my limited vocabulary is a barrier at this point (but that will change with time). One of my better moments so far was running out to help some villagers load cashews (the cash crop in Mtwara) onto a lorry after a thunderstorm popped up out of nowhere; the villagers got a kick out of it, it killed a half hour and I didn’t have to take a shower that night. (Huzzah!)

When I do spend time in my house, I typically think about food. Cooking is nice – it takes much longer here than in America and there’s the added bonus of hand-wash everything when you’re done – so it provides a nice excuse to sit down for a bit and collect my thoughts. (Plus I’m getting pretty good at it.) I can usually get away with going inside around 6:00pm, so I’ve got a little routine going: I cook dinner, listen to BBC World News in English (bought a shortwave radio – best in-country investment so far) and then read my Kindle or watch a movie (if I want to waste half my battery) until I crash. Eventually I’ll develop something a little less mind-numbing, but it gets me by for now.

So now you’re up to date as far as site is concerned. Here are some other tidbits…

*As it happens, Christmas was a couple weeks after installation. We’re not allowed to travel outside our region during the first three months (and I can’t during the rainy season anyway; the south gets pummeled and the roads become mud), so we all met at a nearby Volunteer’s house and had a gift exchange (I got a book and a phone voucher). It was nice to get a break for a few days, but the gap between Christmas and the New Year was too long for comfort. I returned to my site a few days ago and simply slept through New Year’s Eve. Such is life. (But I’m making up for missing New Year’s by spending a day in my banking town, hence the reason I can post this. Shopping, particularly when you don’t have much, is a nice distraction.)

*I attended my first-ever Catholic Mass on Christmas Day. I have no idea what the sermon was about, but it must’ve been good because my knees hurt.  

*I finally got a dongle (wireless modem), so I can do this from the safety of anywhere with an Airtel connection (not at site, unfortunately). Hopefully that means I’ll be posting more frequently.

*I’m almost positive Mtwara is the hottest region in Tanzania. Highs are in the upper 90s and lows are in the low 70s (and that’s all year long).

*The rains make for some difficulty travelling, but they also cool things down considerably. Since I’m not going anywhere for a few months, bring it on…

*There’s a nifty little mountain a few kilometers from my village and I intend to hike it sooner than later. It’s not Kilimanjaro, but it’ll do for a first time. If I can lug my camera up with me, I’ll post pictures.

*I finally bought my first machete. I’ll be taking that with me on the hike as well, just in case any snakes try to tag along.

*I’ve known about chipsi mayai since I’ve been here, but I don’t think I’ve mentioned it yet. It’s just a bunch of sliced potatoes cooked into a bunch of eggs and, if you’re lucky, tomatoes, onions and green pepper. It’s like a huge omelet, but with tons of potatoes. Easily my favorite meal in Tanzania; it takes me home every time. If Ohio is a food, it’s chipsi mayai. Why didn’t we think of this?

Alrighty, I think that’s it for now. Sorry if the post was long; it’s been awhile and I tried to cover as much as I could. Also, surprise! This is part of a double post (that’s right, I wrote even more!), so check out below if you want some tidbits on Swahili.

Until next time, I love you all and wish you nothing but the best!

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